From Where I Stand
At this point in my life, from where I stand, my life looks a little foggy. I can only see a very way in front of my journey. The rest of that road is covered in the fog of uncertainty. There are so many things that I would like to do and so many things that may or may not happen. When I manage to do some of the things that I would like to do, I find myself so tired afterwards that I wonder if I will ever have enough energy to do anything I would like. This body of mine complains quite a bit these days.
I was given a gift once that says “Dreams don’t work unless you do.” I don’t feel particularly old until I start working hard and then my body starts to tell me a different story.
I am certain that I am not the only person that is standing where I stand. In order to move forward I must walk in faith. I must hold the hand of my Lord and move forward. “Now faith is confidence in what we hope for and assurance about what we do not see.” Hebrews 11:1 so “For we walk by faith, not by sight:” 1 Corinthians 5:7
One thing I am certain of and can clearly see in my mind’s eye is that one day I will be standing in from of the throne of God “And as it is appointed unto men once to die, but after this the judgment:” Hebrews 9:27. With that look of love He will say welcome my child you worked hard for me and I will bow my head in shame and say “but Lord I did complain a lot”. I wait in faith for His response.